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Hello, my name is jw and i worry too much.
bye (:
Current Mood:
sad sad
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Entries from today shall be locked.
friends-only (:
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To you:

I realise thinking too much of the future, the have-yet-to-happen and what-ifs are thoughts that have yet to fully take shape and bloomed to reality. It is still nevertheless,  open to changes, open to opportunities, open to everything, anything.
opportunities rise everyday, the most drastic thing may take place within a split second, nothing is within anybody's control.
So its good to be hopeful, its good to be prepared,  but its never good securing your predictions on something or thinking of how the worst has yet to come.

Cheer up yes? (:
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sheesh. just when i think i can break free...
something else just has to come along.
Current Mood:
annoyed annoyed
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very. hell yeah.

and im just too lazy to explain. if i do, i'll probably spend another 10 mins typing whatever that's going in my mind right now.

but cool. parents have finally more or less decided. will be travelling to sh again for around 2 weeks or so. good thing is it just breaks me free from everything. bad thing is when it breaks me free from everything, i'll be missing out on all those stuffs that clashes with my hols and i have so much to let go.

see im starting to rant again. so i shall stop here.
(: CIAO.
Current Mood:
exhausted exhausted
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KO-ed for many hours for past few nights
and still feeling sleepy afterwhich

so many things to catch up upon after this block
but somehow, life just isnt back to normal.
:\

I'm following the track you left behind for me

Current Mood:
okay okay
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after what seemed like forever, all i've got to say here is
...


WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
:D

block's finally over! and im ready for a proper post cos im just momentarily happy..
after countless of sleepless nights, coming home from school super late, chionging work, not bathing till before school starts, not sleeping at all except dozing off for an hour or so infront of the computer or on my chair;

i can finally have a good night sleep on my bed tonight !!! :D

amp grp presentation today. hmm. it was okay, after all the hoohas. After rushing the boards throughout the night with my mates, we finally presented all those shit in 7 min infront of the class, with weminn, tara, dyl and i dressed in monochromic colors and presenting our grayscale boards. afterwhich, after all the evaluation and stuffs, we went for a mini celebration at mensa and came back to design to get my favourite tehbing before going to the reservoir area to have our photoshoot session. it was so funny. and im so happy with the shots i took(:

i seriously can't be bothered to edit anything on photoshop currently.
i think i'll just leave it as it is for now (:

"Escapism"



wendyl looks like she's literally 'flying'


haha!


my friends, on cloud 9.  (man how i wish the tree and the ground wasn't there)
each of them look like models of  this lacoste series of fashion photography featured in the s/s 07 booklet



 


i like this shot cause it looks almost as if they were on some high ceiling if you cut off a lil of the bottom ground where actually they were only on this division thing.

anyway afterwhich we went cadlab to chill before heading to parkway to search for my sis's present. Despite being tired and sleepy souls who were somewhat energized, we headed to town right after parkway to continue on the present mission. had fun hanging out and checking out stuffs before heading home on my long bus ride.

And sigh, despite my supposedly 'holidays', i ll be most probably going back to school next week or so to do some unfinished stuffs.
anyhoo, my hols are alr somewhat packed with activities and i really hope dad will confirm our trip soon and that it won't clash with other stuffs.

and since we have not bladed for ages, we alr planned for an ecp trip next week for a macs breakfast before having our blading adventure again (: im craving for kumalas too. so yup. thats double yayness for me.

to all my friends whose block has yet to end and is chionging their finals.(adcad/app2/hoc) :
Hang in there! hols is one step away! (:

shit my leg is numb now.
Current Mood:
pleased pleased
Current Music:
take the lead-wanna ride
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dammit this sucks. im feeling so pissed and apologetic at the same time
this morning was... we were all pretty speechless cause we didn't want to show disrespect for a certain authority although everyone knew where the problem lied in the first place. it was a bad bad communication break down...
if only someone could tell me what to do...

and i also hate the fact that im facing the computer 24/7 typing reports after reports.
morning chiong school for tutorial, type report, discussion, chiong home, report report reports.
REPORTS are a killer. if only there was a particular technology device which could abstract information from our heads instead of having the need of phrasing whatever we know into proper words and yes..into reports

the world needs some break through enlightenment...
and i need to stop typing this entry cause ive been doing enough typing for the week.
bless us all ):

Current Mood:
sore sore
Current Music:
the sound of the keyboard
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holidays
are my only form of motivation now

just one more week ):
i'll hang in there.
Current Mood:
tired tired
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I feel so terrible everytime i hear my mom coughing really really badly. please do let her get well soon so she can be back to her normal self ):

i'm feeling really lost
and i don't really know what to do.

can someone lead the way?

Current Mood:
hopeful hopeful
Current Music:
your guardian angel - the red jumpsuit apparatus
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I have not touched my bed for 3 whole solid nights. tonight will be the official night i reunite with it. at maybe 4plus am in the morning. ohwell. better than nothing? past three nights has been an hour or less sleep either infront of the computer or on my table. very sad, i know.

anyway FRM final proj started today. it was rlly quite an experience only on the first day. tml's the last and its gona be extreme for all of us. markups, reaching sales target, covering cost price or making any profit really just ends here. we'll see how much goods we'll absorb on our own haha. im waiting for people to buy then i get the shirt i want to get for myself ((:
made quite a couple of new friends. there are some whom are quite...hmm. melanie and michelle should know what im' talking abt. lol.
 it was fun with jeremy & nad stall near us. . i  was one of their potential cookie customer for their stall hahah. ohwell. today many surprises came our way. FUNNY too. :p  its hard to handle. but i'll finalise it after the entire life project.poor us most probably have to come back during first week of our 'holidays' to complete our customised orders. this feels like OT. hmm.

mom's sick. please let her get well soon. ):
morning class tomorrow. gtg catch my precious few hours of slp now.
woohoooo. never felt so happy before getting the chance to sleep.

Current Mood:
tired tired
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Hello.
my head hurts
and it sucks.

ROAR.

Current Mood:
sore sore
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I think nobody has any idea how elated i would be if i ever manage to survive through the next two weeks.

My schedule and the amount of individual workload/tasks i have is so scary that i just refuse to think about what's to happen for the next week.

anyway, the point is, if you just happen to see a panda lifelessly walking around design school, remember to say hi.

oh and  pls come support our stall next week before CCN day k?(: location and stuffs will be confirmed later. merchandises sold will be mainly notebooks, cuffs and  tshirts (sizes S-L, you can also preorder sizes XS and XLs),our theme is 'too cool for school'. its kinda a concept inspired by design students exeggerated hairdos, whether nice, wacko, random or funny and with a pun-intended quote along with it.

 i know its such a pessimistic thought but we sorta planned how to deal with the remaining lobangs if nothing sells. esp the tshirts.hahah. worse come worse each of us will most probbaly divide the remaining shirts among ourselves and wear it mon-fri, one design per day till our friends get sick of it

listening to some random disney songs now that i've run out of songs on my playlist
i adore the feeling of being a child once again.

Journey to the past- anastasia

Heart don't fail me now
Courage don't desert me
Don't turn back now that we're here
People always say
Life is full of choices
No one ever mentions fear
or how a road can seem so seems long
or how the world can seems so vast
courage see me through
heart i trust in you
on this journey to the past

Somewhere down this road
I know someone's waiting
Years of dreams just can't be wrong
Arms will open wide
I'll be safe and wanted
Finally home where I belong
well starting here my life begins
starting now, im learning fast
courage see me through
heart I trust in you
On this journey to the past

Heart don't fail me now
courage don't desert me
Home, love, family
There was once a time
I must've had them too
Home, love, family
I will never be complete until I find you

One step at a time
One hope then another
Who knows where this road may go
Back to who I was
Onto find my future
Things my heart still needs to know
Yes, let this be a sign
Let this road be mine
Let it lead me to my past
courage see me through
heart I trust in you
And bring me home
At Last


Current Mood:
tired tired
Current Music:
turn back time -aqua
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why do people invent beds
when it only tempts and seeks the sleepy side of my mind just with the glance of it

my bed = a heaven without access to (at times)

some people are getting kinda out of hand. overly...yeah. and i don't really like the feeling of that. not a plesant feeling at all )):

cheer up jw.
go to sleep. tomorrow's yet another long day ahead.
people can only hope for the better, can they?
ahwells. time to recharge my mp3 for my ultimate companion for  mundane busrides home
Current Mood:
sleepy sleepy
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thank you (:
that was so sweet.

my friendster horoscope again-
who knows whether its just pure coincidence or its just something so true always?

The Bottom Line

Do you live to work, or do you work to live? Get more face time with loved ones.

In Detail

Do you live to work, or do you work to live? If you're focusing too much on earning a paycheck for the sake of your family, keep in mind that your family would rather spend time with you than with your wallet. Make an effort to cut down your hours and increase the amount of face time you get with the people you care most about. This might make for a difficult juggling act at first, but you'll soon see how much happiness and harmony it adds to your life.

if only.
time to move on jw. go figure.

Current Mood:
blank blank
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get well soon dyl!
take reaaaaaallllllllly  goodcare of those nasty virus in your body yes? (=

im still watching the video on charlie the unicorn. i think we did a fair amount of irritation to wenminn today during class.lol. how sad can life get man. such cheapthrills.

sometimes, i am always left to think back on the word friends and the actions of such that have long surpassed in explainatory terms. in not such a good way though. hmm.emo moments.

oh. and we went for the field trip visit today. i cant be sneeky for nuts. got caught taking picture once cause i forgot to off my flash. ): sheesh.

Current Mood:
thoughtful thoughtful
Current Music:
candymountain - charlie the unicorn
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i need a good sense of direction right now
i need someone to send me an angel via speedpost right now
i need some logical, sane and wise decisions right now
i need to bathe like right now.

Thanks tara for sending me the video on charlie the unicorn. its funnily irritating lol and the worst part is that it all boils down to one pathetic kidney. (!?!?!)
oh and erm. yes we're gonna  imitate the  two HBR (hopelessly beyond retarded) unicorns in the story and irritate wenminn and dyl with it tml.
we'll see how effective it goes.

Current Mood:
sad sad
Current Music:
-
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i dropped my phone like 3 times at night in a row on the floor, from my bed.
im such a lousy owner. sorry phone ):. the casing which i just bought ytd alr cracked.haha
old memories- this song i would say (:

Shakespeare in love

He's fought and he's fallen
He's on his knees before he's on his feet
A sinister romantic
Oh, he's about to be and she's about to see

Teachin' torches to burn bright
She's hanging on the cheek of night
A snowy dove trooping with crows
He never saw true beauty till tonight

CHORUS:
She'll take him to the brink of deliverance
Show him that much
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
So he falls in love to feel that he's falling
She'll let him know his heart
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
That's Shakespeare in love

He's fought and he's fallen
He's on his knees before he's on his feet
A glittery romantic
Oh, he's about to be and she's about to see

His bounty's boundless like the sea
His love is endless, just as deep
The more he gives the more he has
`Cause both of them are truly infinite

CHORUS:
She'll take him to the brink of deliverance
Show him that much
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
So he falls in love to feel that he's falling
She'll let him know his heart
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
That's Shakespeare in love

That's Shakespeare in love

A sinister romantic
He's on his knees before he's on his feet

CHORUS:
She'll take him to the brink of deliverance
Show him that much
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
So he falls in love to feel that he's falling
She'll let him know his heart
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
That's Shakespeare in love

That's Shakespeare in love
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ahhh
im having a super bad diarrhoea now.
and i have sudden cravings for korean pears.
school starts tomorrow. RARRR.
goodbye freedom.

Current Mood:
bored bored
Current Music:
layla kaylif- shakespeare in love
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i dont want school to start. life will be different again.

sometimes i feel like i'm this character of a storybook that someone is flipping through chapter after chapter and reading all about your life (not that im saying its interesting at all) and the category of storybook type each of us is under depends on what in life we're going through at that moment is at its peak. Thinking back on my friends, most would probably fall under the category of action, horror or romance.haha. its funny just thinking about it
anyway its cool i finally have a grasp of lj thanks to carmen. actually im really a mountain tortise when it comes to many stuff like these. (or mountain TURTLE, in carmen's words. hahahah)

okay i shall stop being mean.

Current Mood:
bored bored
Current Music:
its not over - chris daughtry
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i just forgot about sarah's birthday present last year which is a must-mention thing. an old milk bottle filled with loadsa teddy biscuits and coming together with it, a pack of strepsils.

you get the drift -.- hahaha

i love my friends.

and i think i really need a breath of fresh air.
RARRR

Current Mood:
numb numb
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